to not think of you in time gives me so much to hope for
and to know that i don't need or even want you makes me feel completely completely new
there are people much nicer and who share the same world as i do
i feel like myself again after five years and i can finally finally breathe on my own
to experience everything. what things i have done thus far. haven't mentioned it to anyone and perhaps that's even half of who i am. but they'll see soon maybe. it isn't important anymore. i'm so so very happy.