somehow well, even after all this time
goodbye from the steady, slow phase
the cause of nystagmus symptoms lurching about within my heart
i find it hard to swallow the never knowing, the undone, the unkempt affection
and wondering, just how deeply did i become a part of you? because i can't feel your bones anymore
"nobody ever takes my eyes off of you. entranced, i make myself look away."
can we schwabach a portrait of our feelings because i can't feel the world vibrate anymore.
my blood requires some tactile responses and once i've placed you on a pedestal, you are too far out of reach. i am afraid i am not growing by masking my emotions. get out of me, please.