25 March 2014

STILL

lonely for accepting the broken bits
lonely for being too drunk to finish a lucky strike
lonely for complimentary breakfast
lonely for strange beds
lonely for forks and knives

lonely for holding
lonely for broken shoes
lonely for ripped tights and painted faces
lonely for the morning

lonely for southern kindness
lonely for castillo de gredos, boxed, warm
lonely for sunless months
lonely for closed aquariums

lonely for västerbron
lonely for anything gentle
lonely for streets filled with people
lonely for wondering if we've lost it

lonely for eating the flowers
lonely for naps in cafe string
lonely for nights spent on public transport
lonely for marshmallow battles

lonely for a genuine connections
lonely for the car ride to colonia jardín
lonely for tapas and mahou
lonely for overpriced clubs and taking the first train home

lonely for reading and iced coffee
lonely for las resacas en el retiro a la sombra
lonely for unpredictability
lonely for björnkulla
lonely for the people who i found a home in


lonely for closure.