just wondering about wonders-
i can already see my so-called "necessities" have vanished; i suppose there are many people who will educate you, or give you experience, or enlighten you in some way.
kiss you for the first time
teach you to divide fractions
climbing through a window and falling asleep on the roof
how to really listen to the music
about questioning god
teaching you about how you should be overwhelmed by what happens and doesn't happen when you die
showing you how hearts break
others showing how to revive yourself afterward
and how to dance appropriately in a kitchen and the importance of vodka
but most often these people get lost along the way in some shady corner of your mind "the past" but they served their purpose and slipped away unnoticed.
there's such beauty in the small doses. the temporary. the storm.
but
please
just make it to my future