felt the curve of the wall. into a darkness that i cant even be sure if my eyes are open or closed. saw the shadows into my room from the open door. i'm not going to be sweating in this unfamiliar bed for much longer. (neither feeling the rhythm of my upstairs neighbors having 2am sex.)
i want to clean my new house. fix my closet door. figure out the lighting. repair my bike. recycle. begin and end my days with green tea and honey. drink boulevard on my sister's patio. see the god damn shining stars in the fucking night sky. run, walk, and make movements for myself.