denial destruction depression surreal empty meticulous lost phone calls pleading searching i saw the future as a cloud i saw the past as an anchor
early 2012
progress discovery rebirth formation structure adventure resilience maturation dance drink i saw the future as beautiful i couldn't see the past at all
late 2012
stockholm beauty björnkulla family surreal completion inspiration realization learning growing culture and language incredible friendship interest dance drink the xx spanish and french love reality belonging i saw the future as scary i was apathetic of the past
early 2013
spain goodbyes farewells see you agains loss separation the return the reunion home empty lack of inspiration taking out the garbage the dishes study walk cold society aspirations in summer i was hopeful for the future i was longing for the recent past and completely closing the old past for good
late 2013
return for a summer in spain the heat kills the language melts in my head together reunion the end again all these goodbyes are too familiar again back here school work drink alone
early 2014
here we are living with strangers moving with strangers clean sheets clean thinks